I remember when I turned 18 being asked if I felt any different than I did when I was 17. I told people no I felt exactly the way I did before.

If some asked me today if I felt different now that I've graduated from High School I would have to tell them yes. I feel lost and unsure of my self. I realize today that I'm officually an adult now. I no longer am a kid as of today. I'm very sad because I really will miss it all. I do however plan to stay in touch with everyone I can and my teachers.

I know your all going to tell me that I should have started appling for scholarships awhile ago and I should have. I no longer have the excuse that I have no time to look. As of today theres nothing to do. So I'm working out my plan. I not sure if I'll succeed in being a teacher and a writer but I shall try my hardest to be. I guess thats all I can do.